This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long too wait
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just on breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
Here I am, Issabella Carson a 25 year old, sitting on the couch in my best friend's and I's living room, waiting for my best friend to come home with a different skank then last night. What you dont know is that my best friend is in the NHL so of course every night its some different slut he brings home. What he doesnt know is that it kills me to see this and murders me to hear what he does at night with them. What he doesnt know is that im madley in love with him, ever since we first met. Why else would i have agreed to move to pittsburgh with him, away from my family, and then once again move to atlanta, away from my second family, the pittsburgh penguins. Yeah, thats right Colby Armstrong is my best friend. He has been my best friend for over 10 years now, I've known him since we were 15 years old and loved him since the day i first met him. but i would never be anything more, anything more than a best friend. Colby Armstrong will never ever love me more then a best friend.
I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Here I am again, Colby Armstrong a 25 year old, sitting on a bar stole getting drunk, hanging with friends, and checking out all the hotties, finding one to take home with me for another one night stand. One where i dont remember what happened the next morning or even the girls name, only because i cant get what i want. I should be able to get what i want cause im FUCKING COLBY ARMSTRONG!! What i want is my best friend. I want to be with my best friend, cuddle with her, kiss her, and just love her. Yay, thats what i said. Colby Armstrong and love, WOW!! I have loved my best friend since the day we met 10 years ago. Yes, me, Colby Armstrong does love his best friend, Issabella Carson. But i can never be with her after what i have put her through these past 4 years with moving away from our family and then again, moving away from our second family, the pittsburgh penguins. Also what i have put her through with every skank i bring home. She deserves much more, espically when she can have much more! someone who can actually care for her like me! I have always cared for her and always will and i promised i would never have anyone hurt her, but what i realized is that i have been hurting her. She is a best friend anyone could ever ask for and i will never be anything more. Nothing more then her best friend.
"hey colb, colby, COLBY!!!" Erik yelled
"WHAT!?" a startled colby yelled
"dude, you zoned out for like 10 mins, whats up?" Ilya asked
"Yah, you aint yourself tonight?" Erik added
"Sorry guys i got to go" colby said getting up really quick and started walking away
"dude, where are you going?" chris asked as he grabbed colbs arm to stop him
"i realized something." colby said while running a hand through his hair "im done with these one night stands, and im ready to settle down with someone"
"Oh my, he finally realized!" Erik said really happily
"NO!? he aint, HE IS!! oh yes! Go Colby!! go get izzy! NOW!! before its too late!" Ilya said pushing colby towards the door.
One my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
"Cause you know, you know, you know
So colby ran out of the club to his car. He had to race home before it was too late. He has to do it now, cause if not, its probably to late.
Bella?! Bella?! you awake?" colby asked as he walked through the door
As soon as she heard his voice her face lit up but then went to a frawn, cause she was ready for another slut attached to his arm.
"Hey J, i got to go. he just got home" issabella said into the phone to jordan staal
"ok, tell him izzy. you have too!! Your miserable without him and then you dont have me or sid to be there for you when he brings home another slut"
"i will j, dont worry, and you know you are going to make an amazing boyfriend to some lucky girl, and i miss you guys so much. I love you jordan tell sid i said hi, and that i love him too"
"okay, will do, i miss you too, love ya izzy!"
"bye j"
"bye izzy"
That I love you
I loved you all along
And i miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'd never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
"Yah im awake, im in the living room"
"hey bella, umm can we talk?" colby asked as he walked into the living room
"yah i wanted to talk too. wait, hey no slut tonight" she said with a cocky smile
"yup no slut tonight! there is only one girl on my mind right now" he said as he sat down on the couch beside issabella.
"who?"
"you bella! you bella are on my mind, you have been for the longest time! I cant live my life without you anymore! I've loved you since the day i met you. you mean everything to me! you are the ice beneath my skates. you are my best friend and you mean the world to me!'
issabella just stayed quiet cause she was shocked at what she just heard.
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Far away for far too long
"Bella, Bella, say something, PLEASE! just say something" colby pleaded
"you know, you are the only person i allow to call me bella. everyone else has to call me izzy or issabella'
"why?"
"because thats what you first called me when we first met, and it always fit when you said it, it made me feel important to you cause you never once called me izzy or issabella after all these years"
"i know, i always called you bella and bella means beautiful (well tecnically it does...haha) and you are beautiful bella' he said as he slowly brushed a piece of her hair behind her ear
"colby, i never thought i would get to say this to you but i love you! im in love with my best friend, and i have been and always will! and im proud to be the ice beneath you"
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I needed to hear you say
I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold onto me, and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold onto me never let me go
Just then colby leaned in and they shared the most amazing passionate first kiss ever!
"I love you bella!"
"I love you too colby!" they both said as they placed their foreheads on one another
"I'm sorry I've been far away for far too long" colby quoted their favorite song
"i've loved you, i loved you all along. you've been far awat for far too long" issabella quoted back
"i love you bella!"
"just remember to never let me go"
"oh bella, you'll never leave my arms ever again"
"I love you colby!"
Keep breathing
Hold onto me, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold onto me, never let me go
Heres the video to far away.. makes me wanna cry everytime i watch it! haha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mt_Jrku6jrU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Geno!!
6 years ago